i saw this somewhere and i couldnt help copy it and post it on my blog. i guess it just describe someone who would try and decipher the codes in my heart. i'm not feeling sad but i guess such a person lies in everyone's soul. we may not understand each and everyone. what we conceal and what we hide. we only see the surface but not the depth. we only look upon a beautiful mask but not the ugly interior. but why dont we trust and give it all out. perhaps there will be one person who is willing to listen and care. i sure this goes all out to anyone. esp wq if ur reading this. u know i read ur mind just like u read mine :) cheer up plz.


Ive told you before, but Ill tell you again,
I dont want the rainbow, If hidden is rain.
I dont want the smiles, If hidden are
cries
I just want the truth, instead of your lies.

Dont say that youre fine, when really
youre not,
Dont give me laughter, If pains what
youve got.
Dont keep it all hidden, when you want
it to show,
Dont pretend youre okay, when you
want to let go.

I dont want the title, like everyone
before,
Of not having strength, to handle each
flaw,
I dont want to be like, people youve
known,
When you are in pain but smiles must
be shown.

Dont tell me youre coping; Its deep in
your eyes.
Dont say you wont cry, If you know it
may be lies.
Dont act like youre happy, If you know
youre sad,
Dont give the impression, youre not
feeling bad.

I dont want to be normal, not like the
rest,
Who gave up on you, and hurt you the
best.
I dont want to be a sheep, try and
conform,
I'll be the rainbow, that shines through
the storm.